Megan Foxshares a very personal story in her new book of poetry.
The actress, 37,describes a miscarriagein two poems featured inPretty Boys Are Poisonous. In a sit-down about the collection withGood Morning America, Fox talks about the miscarriage being something she experienced alongside fiancéMachine Gun Kelly(real name Colson Baker).
“I’ve never been through anything like that in my life. I have three kids, so it was very difficult for both of us and it sent us on a very wild journey together and separately…trying to navigate, ‘What does this mean?’ and ‘Why did this happen?’” she shares.
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“I will pay any price,” writes Fox. “Tell me please / what is the ransom / for her soul?”
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While appearing on theWhine Down with Jana Kramerpodcast, Fox’s ex-husband,Brian Austin Green, and his fiancéeSharna Burgess, 38, opened up to hostJana Kramer, 39, about how they co-parent with Fox, 37, with whom Green shares sonsNoah Shannon, 11,Bodhi Ransom, 9, andJourney River, 7.
“[Megan’s] very much a part of our life, and we’ll always be connected because of the kids. So we are all family. So there’s no bad feelings there to be like that cannot be in this house,” Burgess revealed.
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“Megan is in our home,” Green said. “She’ll come sometimes when she’s dropping off or picking up the kids and she’ll come in.”
“And hang for a little bit,” Burgess added.
“And she’ll be holding Zane and it’s like, we are one big family,” Green told Kramer of his 16-month-old son he shares with Burgess. “You know, family defines itself obviously in different ways.”
“But with her, we do share so much and she now shares so much with Sharna, and they have an amazing connection and friendship and mutual respect and love for each other because of that.”
source: people.com